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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990

Monday, March 3, 2008

Went to support Andee today. Wow! He was like super hot when he danced! U rock man! But, apparently, he had much more stronger opponents, hence they did not get into finals... but, still, i think that he was great!!

Should have expected, Ah Family will sure go over to support Andee. So would he... Saw him today with the Ah Family... YiTing called me to say Hello, he was sitting next to her. I smiled to YiTing and i pretended not to notice him, though i think i saw him trying to smile to me... But now, i really regretted dao-ing him. Cause I'm like portraying myself as someone petty? Am i? ha ha, think i will never know the ans, coz doubt i will ever talk to him again. But many times, i try to steal a few quick glance at him, damn asshole right?! I hate myself!! I hated him and i liked him. And it's been so long and i can't still put him down. Around 3-4 years? SHIT ME!! I feel so inferior and cheapo at times.

Well, i didn't really want to "dao" him, its just that i cant seem to bring myself to look him in the eye. Upon seeing him, even if i didn't see him, memories of the past kept coming back. Some are sweet, and some are bitter. The beginning was sweet, super sweet, but the ending part was like bitter. So bitter that i did not want to think of it, so bitter that my heart aches whenever i think of it. But, i still want these memories to stay in my heart despite the bitterness, cause these are the memories that i have of him. And i don't want to forget all about it...

i like you, i like u not. i like u, i like u not. i like u, i like u not. i like u, i like u not. i like u, i like u not, i like u, i like u not. tell me what should i do....

Will u like me if im more slimmer?
Will u like me if im more prettier?