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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Arg!!! Having a Cold War with dad, today is the 3rd day and i can't be bothered to talk to dad. Maybe this will eventually continued for years? I'm really pissed with him!! And he didn't even bothered to try to communicate with me and try to understand what happen! Hell! Some kind of dad. I hate you!!! Think this time i can really continue the Cold War without fail, usually, after a few hours my heart will softened and i will go talk to him. But this time, NO WAY!!! Not until he stop what he's doing. Well, just utterly disappointed in him.

*Sigh* I kinda regretted my choice of staying back in drama... We are preparing for our play for next year's SYF competition. Then teacher was like, Meiqian, choose a role out of this 4 that you want to play in. I was like, Gosh! None of them is what i really wanted, i want the lead role. OK, yes, u might find that I'm being greedy. But who isn't greedy when it comes to acting in a play? Everyone, er OK, not everyone, most of the people want to have the most limelight, the most attention and that's the reason why i stayed back in drama. Yes, i know, i had the chance of playing the lead role this year, so i should give the chance to others right? Then in that case, i should not stay in drama at all!!! Rui also said if i truly love drama i should not be bothered by the role that i played in, but sorry, cant help, I'm G-R-E-E-D-Y when it comes to D-R-A-M-A!!! This role I'm taking now is like a calafare role, its those small role that you see in the opening that gives you an idea what the theme of the play will be, so its only a few minutes, for what i know, its around 1 or 2 minutes in total. For the sake of drama, i even lied to my mum. She doesn't want me to stay back in drama next year, so i haven't told her the truth yet, and now I'm wondering if I've made the correct choice and whether its worth all the lies that I've told mum and that I've let her down. Obviously, its not worth it and I've started to regretted it now, regretting the wrong choice that I've made.

I'm sorry, sorry for being so greedy and in the end i still didn't get what i wanted, what I've started out for...