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Friday, January 23, 2009
23rd Jan, today is my dearest Chun Rui's birthday.I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I really am!!! Please? Can we just return to what we were like before the incident? Oh my gosh! I really miss you, Rui! Those chats that we used to have, those meetings, those lunch and those bitching times.
God! I know i did a lot of evil things and i deserve retribution. But, this retribution, this punishment that you are giving to me, is too much and serious. It was really meant to be a surprise that backfired and hit me hard. Losing a dear sister and dearest friend is like a death sentence to me?
Sometimes, i just feel so idiotic and foolish for being so playful. The retribution of doing things without thinking and considering other's feelings. I never grow up, do I? Still being so childish.. What a fool, what a fool!!!! Ng Mei Qian, you sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Today was a Happy ultimatum day!! Morning went to do volunteer work at MBS, bought my fave SYDC t-shirt. Knowing that mum and dad will not be at home for dinner, decided to asked him out to have dinner with me. Then he went to buy the Red Cliff movie and we watched it after dinner...
The cinema was so cold!!! I really could not take it. Initially it was ok, but i felt colder when he asked me if i was cold. Weird huh?! Then I'm like, i can take it, despite I'm shivering. He was like OK, and went back to the movie... But i saw that he kept on turning around and looked at me...
Then... suddenly, he was like...
Him: You ok ma? You need warm not? (Then he took out he's hand)
Qian: Huh?! It's ok la... (shy shy)
Him: It's ok...
Qian slowly took out her hand and reached for he's...
Both hands touched and he held it and wrapped his arm around me...
Hmm... guess that explained everything?
No question was asked, but i think that gesture questioned and answered the most important part you needed to start a relationship....
This is really the first time for me to go out with the one i really like... And i felt really happy and fortunate! When he sent me home, i just could not bear to part with him and let him go... And I'm already missing him now... =)
Yes!! I will still concentrate on my studies!!! Tsing Hua Uni!!!!
The cinema was so cold!!! I really could not take it. Initially it was ok, but i felt colder when he asked me if i was cold. Weird huh?! Then I'm like, i can take it, despite I'm shivering. He was like OK, and went back to the movie... But i saw that he kept on turning around and looked at me...
Then... suddenly, he was like...
Him: You ok ma? You need warm not? (Then he took out he's hand)
Qian: Huh?! It's ok la... (shy shy)
Him: It's ok...
Qian slowly took out her hand and reached for he's...
Both hands touched and he held it and wrapped his arm around me...
Hmm... guess that explained everything?
No question was asked, but i think that gesture questioned and answered the most important part you needed to start a relationship....
This is really the first time for me to go out with the one i really like... And i felt really happy and fortunate! When he sent me home, i just could not bear to part with him and let him go... And I'm already missing him now... =)
Yes!! I will still concentrate on my studies!!! Tsing Hua Uni!!!!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Hmm... Had a quite a fun day today! After mugging for a few hours at Woodlands library, went to meet him to play basketball. We walked all the way from Woodlands to Sembawang, but when we were somewhere near 3M, we decided to take a bus to SengKang to find Rui. Had dinner, then went to play basketball. He taught me how to score and stuff. think he was a wonderful coach! Then we went home. He even sent me home to my doorstep. WoW!!! Today was such a lucky and wonderful day!!
Qian: Thanks so much for sending me home today, its been so long since someone send me home.
Him: If you like i can always send you home...
Qian was so shy and couldn't stop smiling...
(Guess he succeeded in making me happy)
Hmm, but i think everything will end here? Think i will never be his cup of tea or coffee... And guys don't fall for me, unless they are "blind"!! =)
Think i should just go back to the reality and stop daydreaming...
Qian: Thanks so much for sending me home today, its been so long since someone send me home.
Him: If you like i can always send you home...
Qian was so shy and couldn't stop smiling...
(Guess he succeeded in making me happy)
Hmm, but i think everything will end here? Think i will never be his cup of tea or coffee... And guys don't fall for me, unless they are "blind"!! =)
Think i should just go back to the reality and stop daydreaming...
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Been feeling quite emotional these few days... Suddenly, everything around me seems so sad and miserably pathetic... Also, feeling sad for myself and felt pitiful... Hmm, is that a sign for depression? Hopefully not...
Life is so hard... I know, Life is never easy... But why is it that mine is so much harder?
Yesterday, felt super emo and sad... Thought of calling someone to talk to, but then, i realised that despite how many times i flipped through my contact list, I seriously cant find anyone... Feel so lonely... It's only the 2nd day of 2009, and I'm already feeling so unmotivated and sad... What's happening to me?!?! Guess it's time for anti-depreesion pills, before anything bad happen... ha ha!! :(
Life is so hard... I know, Life is never easy... But why is it that mine is so much harder?
Yesterday, felt super emo and sad... Thought of calling someone to talk to, but then, i realised that despite how many times i flipped through my contact list, I seriously cant find anyone... Feel so lonely... It's only the 2nd day of 2009, and I'm already feeling so unmotivated and sad... What's happening to me?!?! Guess it's time for anti-depreesion pills, before anything bad happen... ha ha!! :(
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Yeah!! Its new year!!! Happy New Year!! New year, new resolution!! Ha ha!!
Resolution for year 2009!!
Never fail a single subject!
Never fall asleep in class!
Must revise school work whenever there's time!
Must read The Straits Times everyday!
Must be slimmer!
Must go running or swimming whenever there's time!
Must find a Boy Friend (hopefully)!
Have a better sense of Fashion!!
Must catch Vienna Boys' Choir concert!
Ya, guess that's all... ha ha! Hope i can fulfill all my new year resolution this year!! =)
Cheers!!
Resolution for year 2009!!
Never fail a single subject!
Never fall asleep in class!
Must revise school work whenever there's time!
Must read The Straits Times everyday!
Must be slimmer!
Must go running or swimming whenever there's time!
Must find a Boy Friend (hopefully)!
Have a better sense of Fashion!!
Must catch Vienna Boys' Choir concert!
Ya, guess that's all... ha ha! Hope i can fulfill all my new year resolution this year!! =)
Cheers!!