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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Thursday, April 30, 2009

Hmm... Went to read some of the previous entries I wrote ages ago, and was reminded of him, Chicken Little (CL)... Yes, was so crazy about him in the past. Really like him lots... Haha! Anyway, he has a nice and stable gf now, think they are now together for almost 2years now?? :)

On 5th feb, I wrote "saw him at the train station....." Ya, I always look forward to seeing him at the train station or at the Mcdonalds... At least that's the only few places that I could bump into him... But it seems that it's been more than a year since I last bumped into him.. The last time I saw him, he looked great!! :) hmm... And even till now, I still do hope that I will bump into him, at least I will know how's he is doing now... Why am I feeling like a bitch now? I should not be thinking bout him now... Haha! Anyway, he's just part of my memories that's all... and I just wanna refresh some of my memories... And I guess I won't get to see him around now? Maybe he has moved out of the neighbourhood, which explains why I didn't get to bump into him nowadays?

I always looked forward to he's call in the middle of the night...
I was so happy and over the moon when he waited for me to come back from Malaysia and asked me out for movie...
I cried the day that I found out he had a girlf...
I cried the day he entered army, and that marks the beginning of us slowly drifting apart....

I know, all these are memories, memories that I shall always keep in my heart and should never unpack it. In the end, what's the point of unpacking it, like now? To remind myself how I was being hurt by him and that I was an idiot in the past??

However, I no longer have the heartache feeling when I think of him, 'cause I know he is really the past. Besides, I think both of us have found the person that we both really love? Him, I'm not too sure. But just hope that he has! For me, I know and I'm sure that I have!!! :) CL shall always be my past tense and Boyf shall be my present and future tense!! =)