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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Thursday, April 30, 2009

Pon school today, again... Damn! Was late for school, so decided not to attend. Went back home and slept for like 6hours. Feel so much better:) but thought I could sleep more... Then I could be happier!

Suddenly, I just lost motivation to study... Damn me! Should not have this type of attitude now! Especially when mid years is nearing soon. Honestly, I dunno... What's the point of studying so hard? To get into uni and find a better job in the future? And become a successful person and have a better future? But does being a successful person really matter?? What defines a successful person? Earning big bucks, taking up a high post in the company?? Then it's really boring and mundane... What if I don't want to be a successful person? Then does it means I need not study that hard?? Having too much achievements in life makes it harder to put everything down and leave this place, ain't it? It's hard to let go, especially when you know that you've achieved so much, so much things that you don't wanna let go and just cling on it eventhough you know that it's time for you to leave this place... By the end of the day, you still have to leave this place empty-handed and go meet your maker. So, why bother?? Why bother achieving so much when you are alive? To make others remember you, when you are gone??