Have now been in a relationship for like 5months++, to be exact 165 days. Suddenly, I just miss those days of being single and not having any serious crush on any guys but maybe except towards myself. Loved myself more than I loved anyone else.. Life was so carefree then, alright once awhile I might just wished that I'm in a relationship.. But most of the time, I was enjoying my carefree days! Whatever I do, all I need to think about is just me, me and me and no one else! Isn't life wonderful? Yes, very!!
Now that I'm in, I want out..
Why is it that I see that many girls are enjoying the wonderful relationship that they are in? They are in, and they never want out. Is it cause I fell for the wrong sort of guy? A guy who thinks that there are so many other important things in life such as sleep, rather than me? Or cause he is never the sweet sweet guy, but just a piece of block? A guy who will never save me when I'm sinking and drowning by those sarcastic remarks made by the _______? All in all, a guy who never truely understands me and my needs and didn't love me as much as I love him?
I'm feeling very insecure in this whole thing called, a relationship between he and me...