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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Hmm.. How many times must I blog today? But anyway..

Feeling damn shitty and lousy ttm now.. TO THE MAX!!!! TTM!!!! Just feel like banging my head against the wall!! Arg!!! Honestly, im feeling so ashamed of myself... Disappointment just filled my whole body, not disappointed with anyone, but with myself... Well, seriously, i really don't know how to start... And I think I'm gonna take ages to complete this post..

I'm feeling so guilty now and I'm such a selfish person..

I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry... Happy super duper belated 19th birthday! Guess you enjoyed that special day of your's? I'm sorry that totally forgotten about it, until I suddenly remembered that it's been ages that I last visited your blog! When was the last? If I'm not wrong, it's in February.. After u wished me happy birthday. Thanks for being there for me and giving me support.. But it seems that Im never a good friend. Seldom visited your blog to get regular updates of your life and now, totally forgot about your birthday. I totally forgotten about you... I'm damn lousy yea?! After reading your blog, I then realized that you've been through so much... Just take care yea? Hope to see you soon.. 3 more months right? Then you will be back...

Thanks for always being there for me and giving me ur support.
Thanks for rememberig me.
Thanks for being my fireworks-mate for the past few years.
Thanks for saving me from my horrible and scary meet-ups with those ugly and disgusting net friends in the past.
Thanks for everything that you've done for me.
Most importantly, thank you for being a good friend to me. :)

I will cherish this friendship of ours sincerely..

Really sorry, Meif.. Totally forgotten about you and your birthday... :(