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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Saturday, July 4, 2009

Had a hell sort of day today! Fuck it!! Met dear today to go ikea, tot it was gonna be a wonderful day, but on the bus he and I had an issue about my sweaty palm.. Thought he never minded about my palm, but when I saw him wiping his hand on his pants, hell! Dunno why it just pissed me off!! He never used to do that, or maybe he did but I didn't realize... Too bad then! Alighted at the ikea stop, walked around ikea, then anchor point and boarded 855 to go yishun. Halfway through the journey, realized that 855 pass by macritechi reservoir n alighted. Walked for almost an hour and decided to head back.. For the whole of 3 hours ++, all he did was follow behind me quietly.. :) <3

You know, there are so many things in life that you really love and like and would never wanna let go.. But, what if by having it, you will not be bless by others and will in return bring sufferings to the ppl around and even the "thing" that you love so much?? Will you still carry on and insist havig it or just let go?

For me... I might choose to let go. For I'm weak, I can't take all the remarks and knowing that others are not happy with me..


Thank you for telling me that you will always be beside me and not let anyone bully me. It really makes my day... :) especially, after all that have happened... <3

Of all things, you are the last thing that I wanna let go.. But if by doing that, you will be happier or better, I don't mind doing so!! :)