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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Sunday, August 2, 2009

Feeling super tired after a whole lot of housechores. Swept the floor, mopped the floor, keep the laundries, fold the laundries and iron my school uniform. Mum's friend is coming over tomorrow, that's why I decided to clean the house. Don't want to leave a bad impression that my house is in a mess.. That's why I HATE people coming over as it will means doing housechores for me. Since dad wouldn't bother a single shit and I think mum will be too busy doing it too... So it just left to me.. Whatever...

Haiz... Can't wait for As to end, then I can find a job and start earning money and I can splurge! But, on the other hand, I don't want it to come that soon, I'm not prepared AT ALL!! like WTF?! I'm such a loser!! I'm going for the grad night this year, and it's gonna held at thr orchard hotel! Screw the 10th SC! A bunch of losers!! FUCK OFF!! Decided to go since most of the people from my clique are going, and I don't like to be left out and also I missed my secondary school's prom, so all the more I should go right? Besides, it might be the first and the last time that I'm going to a prom. Cause at this speed that I'm going, I can just forget about uni! I'm not studying at all.. I don't know why, I just lack of motivation.. Someone please motivate me!! I can bid farewell to Tsinghua and the unis in Singapore.. Bye! :(

Read Kel's blog, she seems to be doing fine with her boyf's mum, so are so many of my friends.. I'm finding myself such a fucking loser.. Since young, I always thought that I'm those that can get into the good books of my boyfriend's mum... Not that I'm self-praising, but I always thought that I'm alright and I should not have any problems with my boyf's mum. And I'm so loveable! Ha! Screw me! Whatever! I don't give a damn! Cause from the beginning till now, I don't think I did anything wrong in the first place! Hate or dislike me for all I care! But, actually, as a matter of fact, I do care. I do want to be liked by my boyf's parents! And I don't think it's a good idea for me to always try to avoid THE family.. As what the Chinese proverb says, no matter what, the ugly daughter-in-law still has to meet the mother-in-law. Not that I'm ugly la!! Heh heh! Haiz, true, I can't possibly not visit THE mum during CNY right?! That will tarnish my image all the more.. Unless, we broke up before CNY.. good idea yea?! Screw me! :(