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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Monday, September 21, 2009

Today is mum's birthday and I totally forgot about it till I saw my paternal aunt's SMS to my mum.. Feeling damn guilty... Woke up at 11am++, totally forgot what date today is.. So I also totally forgot bout mum's birthday.. :( jasmine ong said I'm such an unfillial daughter.. Bitch! But, haiz... Maybe she is right... Anyway, we didn't really celebrate.. Just ate the cake that jasmine's mum bought...

Anyway, back to the unfilial daughter part, I really am a lousy daughter.. Felt so super sad when just now, while mum n I was eating the cake, she said it's ok, I can always bring her out for a good meal when I've grown up and is stable.. Haiz.. Seriously, I think that mummy don't deserve such a lousy life and me, such a lousy daughter.. She loves both dad and I so much, but what did we reciprocate for her unconditional love that she always shower us upon? Sadness, dismay, worries and disappointment.. These are what we gave in return, yet she loves us so much and tries to give us the best.. Prepare nice breakfast for us early in the morning and always worry that we might go hungry.. Then, by the end of the day, she made herself so tired... Haiz..

I always told myself that I must give mum a good life in the future and I want her to be proud of me! Bring her to places that she wants to go and I just want her to be happy and be happy... And show those bitches at her workplace that her daughter can make her proud and stop fucking outcast and bully my mum!! You dumb fucking bitches who think that your are so high above others and all your know is to bitch and gossip bout others!! FUCK YA!!!

Mum is good in carving those sculptures... How I always wish that I'm rich enough to buy some of mum's workpiece that she's always so proud of.. All she can do is admire it once she completed it and handed it over to the sales department.. She can't even own some of it.. Always thought of buying those equipment in the future so she can carve those gems stones and keep it.. I can even get her a display area to showcase her artwork.. But, nah! I don't want her to work by then, she should enjoy her life to the fullest and relax..

Mum, I love you.. Shall study hard to give you the best!! :)