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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Wednesday, October 28, 2009

It's less than 2 weeks to my As, seriously, I'm not prepared ttm! I don't know, I feel my future is Full of darkness and I can't see the path.. My laziness is blocking me from seeing it, or maybe I'm not standing on my path at all? I feel that I'm more and more distant away as the days are getting closer.. I'm losing it. I'm losing this battle without even starting. I see my future being a retail sales personal earning like what, $1500 a month? Wah Fuck Mann!! I seriously don't want it... There's so much catching up to do, but so limited time.. I'm gonna fail Mann! Damn badly. All I gonna see on my A Level result slip is GP: E, ECONS: U, HIST: E, CHINA STUDIES: E, H1 MATH:U. Fuck me!

All my uni friends are like saying how wonderful uni life is, how sucky that module can be and how sucky the prof is. Can I do the same thing this time next year? I doubt I can... I'm losing faith.. I'm falling... Bye! NUS Chinese Studies! Just when I realize what my goal is, I have to give it up.. Cause I know I cant achieve it...

When u are not that smart, it seems tht you will have less stress and burden. If you are smart, you tend to have lesser too, cause you are born smart. But, when you are in between, you tend to get all the stress and burden. Cause you know you are not smart, yet you wanna climb high and not let the people who are encouraging and putting all their hopes and dreams in you down...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Taking a break from my not-very-productive study... :(

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Life is so so so dull!! I need something interesting to colour my life... Hmm... Maybe by having a fling?? Arg.... Boring! Cause doubt anyone wanna have a fling with me!! Haha!! Loser ttm!! -.-


Sad ttm Mann!! Saw my net friend's fb.. Gosh!! He quite good looking lorzzzz!! Haiz... Too bad too sad too late! We used to click so well Mann!! Arg!!! Damn A Level! Made me so busy and can't talk to him on MSN!! Damn!!! He is in army now:( SAD TTM LAR!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Oh!! Went back to school today for GP Mock.. Mrs Leong was so sweeeetttt!! I lover her to the max Mann!! During our short break, she ordered muffins for us!! She is such a nice and sweet teacher!!!!! Ah~~!!

Okay, sometimes PJ kinda sucky, but the teachers (some) there are AWESOME!! :D say, Mrs Leong, Uncle Yap, Ms Nura, Mr Ng, Mr Khoo, Ms Ho n the list go on and on!!! Haha! I'm glad (at times) that I decided to appeal and came over to Pj :D yes, I (might) defend my school if others speak ill of it! And I (might) recommend my school to others, if they want caring n sweet teachers!!


Went to eat Xin Wang Taiwan cafe with winson yesterday. Seriously, it's not as nice as I thought I would be. Prefer the Hong Kong cafe. BAKED RICE!!!!

Anyway, on our way back home, met Wei Jie n his gf, Cheryl at admiralty's Mcdonalds. We chatted. I think Cheryl is really a nice girl, so friendly!! :) and I think all of us clicked well!! Chatted for almost an hour before we parted. Glad that wei Jie found such a nice girlfriend:) hope that they will last long Mann!! Hopefully we get to meet up some other days n talk again! Haha!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I've gotten back all my Prelims result and they suck ttm Mann!!

H1 math n Econs - U
Cse, GP n history - D

Still have a long way to go if I wanna get my As n Bs!!!! Arg!!! I've thought of my Plan B, go NIE n be a teacher if I did really badly for A Levels. Well, I got a Plan C if I can't get my Plan B (which is I fail the NIE interview), go work at botanical garden for a few years and pray very hard that they will send me to study Horticultural in whichever university they want to send me to. Plan D? Jump off the building Mann! But seriously, I really hope I can get my plan A! Do well for As and do whatever course that I'm interested in, instead of whatever course that the NIE wants me to do! I meant, who don't want to get their Plan A?! But well, in life, SHIT HAPPENS!! And if everything is that smooth, it will not call 'life'..

Never mind! I think there's still hope for me! In life, shit happens, BUT! Miracle do happens do!! Cheers!! ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE~~~~! :D

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Listening to 98.7FM now, it's 987 top 20 countdown, an encore. Hosted by Muttons. Anyway, they just played the number 1 song 3 years back, Oct 2006. The song is Justin Timberlake's Sexyback. Sounds familiar? Hmm.. Hearing it, really makes me reminded of the past around this time. Nostalgic!!! Was preparing for my O levels during this time 3 yrs back. And had 3 wonderful friends with me! Andee, Keline and Jia Min!!! :D