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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Saturday, January 16, 2010

Haiz! It seems that all or most of the people around me are so fortunate!! Think I'm just one shit luck ttm! At most I can brainwash myself that life WILL be better! :) there is this Korean drama that I watched earlier on, the girl will repeat that she is beautiful, smart, pretty, capable and bla bla to herself 12 times a day to tell herself that life get better. But actually deep in her heart she knew that everything will still be the same and it's no use repeating all these trying to cheer herself up for things WILL still be the same. Sadded ttm k?

Anyway, I shall just kept on telling myself that despite it is of no use, at least I can lie to myself and take refuge in it for that short while. =/

Had gastric flu since ytd, doc gave me 2 days of MC but I don't think I've recovered much and I stupidly told my manager I will be fine by sat which means I gotta report to work tmr! Thanks!! I can still feel my stomach churning and it hurts! Hopefully I won't LS in my pants tmr:(( ouch! Stomach hurts again!!

Someone just reminded me, they just released the O Level results, soon it will be the A Levels. Ahhhhhhh! I'm so gonna die! The people around me did well for their O! One cousin got 8 for l1r5, another got 24, good enough to go poly. Will my A level be as good? Seriously, I don't mind getting straight Bs, just let me get into NUS Chinese studies, I'm more than greatful!! 0:) haiz. I think I had enough of this let me get into uni n I will be more than grateful kind of attitude. Even if I don't, I think I kinda deserve it! Can't blame others but to blame myself for not studying hard enough. Ok! Enough is enough of this result things!!

Life have been kinda boring after starting work. Everyday I've got to go through the same old mundane routine. My colleague is right, after you are used to it, you kinda like get immune to it alr and it's just your paycheck that motivates you to do the same old thing over and over again! That's why since young, they always said a career and a job is different and it is better to do something you like instead of something you don't like at all. Else you have to force yourself to repeat the same routine for the rest of your life! BORING!!

It's only been 1 week plus that I got my pay, and now, I feel so broke! I don't know where my money goes to :( I should really slap myself for being so spendthrift!! But I don't remember buying much things! Just one f21 dress which cost $25, a pair of slippers that is not comfy at all and movies, The blind side. That's all! Money!! Where are you??? Please return to my side!! I miss you lots!!

I should go sleep now, my tummy won't stop churning! :"(