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Saturday, March 13, 2010
她和他的故事.
Why did you lie to her? Don't like her? You can just say it out, tell her the truth. She was naive enough to believe you. All the things that you fabricated, she believed it and love you with all her heart. A love that she holds on for so long, for 4years. Okay, maybe not love but rather, like. But still! You should not have lied to her! You've moved on, way faster than her, when she was still naively waiting for you. I wonder where is your conscious. 'i will never go out with a girl that is younger than my sis. She was born on 5th January 1990, a day younger than her also can't ' FUCK! YOUR SIS IS NOT BORN ON THAT DAY! AND NOW? YOU ARE DATING WITH A GIRL WHO IS YOUNGER THAN YOUR SIS! 'No. I don't have a gf.' FUCK! You had one! Do you know that she was so sad that day? When she saw you fetching your gf home? She just wished that she could just disappeared into the thin air. You could jollywell told her that very day when she bumped into you while you were waiting for your gf. BUT YOU DIDN'T! Everytime she was so scared to bump into you and your gf. Saw you guys at the train station and had to hide and pretended not to see you guys. 'Oh! Could you just tell her to stop contacting me? I don't want to give her a wrong impression and think that I like her.' FUCK! Who was the one always contacting the other one? You should know the answers well. Who was the one who always call her in the middle of the night when he couldn't find anyone to talk to? She was (dumb)enough to answer your call and chatted with you, despite there was no conversations at time, she was still willing to hold on to the phone and companied you. She always waited for you to initiate to put down the phone. She feared that she might disappoint you and then you had no one to talk to, if she initiated it first. Feeling hungry in the middle of the night? She was willing to sacrifice her sleep and the consequences of sneaking out of the house to just company you to eat supper. Sleep was so important to her, especially when she was always caught dozing off to sleep in class, but she just so willing to give it up for the sake of you. Who was the one who called to her house looking for her when she was away for a school trip? Who was the one who contacted her when she returned? Who was the one who asked her out for a movie? You! You! You! Everything was initiated by you! Where is your conscious? Maybe you didn't have one, then. You were happily using her especially when you were feeling bored and lonely. Maybe it was not totally your fault as well. She was dumb and a fool as well. Dumb and foolish enough to be used by you and thought that heaven is kind enough to her by sending you to her side and thought that you were sincered about everything. She was wrong, so wrong. You have moved on and so have she. But she was always trapped in those memories that you had once given her. But, soon enough, I'm sure she will be able to let it go. She is able to and she will. Someone who is sincere to her and loved her with all his heart is what she truly wants. And she had found that someone special and loved him with all her heart. So have you and she sincerely gives you her blessings. Time to let go and set herself free. |