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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990
Saturday, April 24, 2010

1 month break, am I able to take it? Never mind, since a decision has already been made between you and I. Usually they said whenever there is the cool off period in a relationship, the ending will most probably be a break up. Hopefully, we do not have to end up this way.

The decision was made over the phone. If it was being discussed face to face, I know I will not be able to make the decision. Hug me and I'm willing to forget about all those mistakes and wrongs that either one of us has made. You know my heart will go soft whenever I see you eye to eys. I'm so unwilling to let you go despite the constant fights and quarrels we have recently, but since the decision was made, then never mind. Maybe this is a test for us, to let me know whether I still truly love you or it is just a habit to have you by my side. But I do hope it's the former. I never once love you less.

Got this from Kel's blog which I find it really true. 'A woman who truly loves you will be angry with you for so many things but will still stick around.' Whereas, 'A man who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.' But I'm doubting the latter. If the man truly loves you, maybe he might want to let you go because he knew that the situation is really THAT bad and does not want you to suffer? I don't know. Tell me it's wrong. Cause you are willing to let me go, does that means that you do not truly loves me?

I think it's partly my fault that our relationship turns out to be this way. Since I'm the unreasonable one and also the temperament one. Everyone told me that you are a nice guy and I know it myself. Maybe cause you are too nice to me that I tend to take it for granted and let things ended up this way.

What are you doing now? No text, no call. True, it's a cool off period. So by right I should expect none of it. But why is it that it seems something is missing without you by my side and with no text or call to tell me how much you miss me?