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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990

Friday, April 9, 2010

I think whatever that happened at work made me feel so... I don't know. The feeling suck. It seems that the people around are not as friendly as they seem to be. Everyone have a hidden weapon which is out to kill you when you are not noticing.

I want to leave my job. But I know I can't. Cause I will never be accepted to a university. Never and that's the keyword.

Why is everyone wearing a mask? Please remove it, can you? I'm really greatly affected by this. Are they innocent? Nobody knows, except for themselves. Still, I don't think there is a need to terminate them without any trial. This thing will sure spread and you can't keep a fire wrapped under paper for long. Why must you blame others for spreading it without clarifying the whole thing? Even we don't say, so will others. But the thing is, why? Why so vicious? Using others to kick away those people you do not like?

This whole incident had transformed into a complicating issue. And involved so many people, innocent people.

The garden is not a good place to work at. The environment is nice but not the human environment. Everyone is cunning.

Please please please. Don't make me into one of them.