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Thursday, June 25, 2009
Have now been in a relationship for like 5months++, to be exact 165 days. Suddenly, I just miss those days of being single and not having any serious crush on any guys but maybe except towards myself. Loved myself more than I loved anyone else.. Life was so carefree then, alright once awhile I might just wished that I'm in a relationship.. But most of the time, I was enjoying my carefree days! Whatever I do, all I need to think about is just me, me and me and no one else! Isn't life wonderful? Yes, very!!
Now that I'm in, I want out..
Why is it that I see that many girls are enjoying the wonderful relationship that they are in? They are in, and they never want out. Is it cause I fell for the wrong sort of guy? A guy who thinks that there are so many other important things in life such as sleep, rather than me? Or cause he is never the sweet sweet guy, but just a piece of block? A guy who will never save me when I'm sinking and drowning by those sarcastic remarks made by the _______? All in all, a guy who never truely understands me and my needs and didn't love me as much as I love him?
I'm feeling very insecure in this whole thing called, a relationship between he and me...
Now that I'm in, I want out..
Why is it that I see that many girls are enjoying the wonderful relationship that they are in? They are in, and they never want out. Is it cause I fell for the wrong sort of guy? A guy who thinks that there are so many other important things in life such as sleep, rather than me? Or cause he is never the sweet sweet guy, but just a piece of block? A guy who will never save me when I'm sinking and drowning by those sarcastic remarks made by the _______? All in all, a guy who never truely understands me and my needs and didn't love me as much as I love him?
I'm feeling very insecure in this whole thing called, a relationship between he and me...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Mugging in woodlands library now.. But just feel so tired after a few hours of mugging! Wonder how people can tahan mugging for hours non-stop! They must have gone crazy! Mugger siaoz!! How I wish I could be a mugger siaoz, but apparently I can't. Maybe I should be glad I'm not one of them thou! Haha! But seriously, all the last minute mugging is driving me crazy and sick!
I'm feeling the "miss" now! Yes, I miss boyf! Dammit! Seriously, this is the first time that we parted for so long. Usually, we meet up once every 2 days or even everyday! But, when there's first, there will be second and so on.... Haha!! Im missing him like crazy!! Eh!! Stupid uncle! Are you missing me? You better do hor! :(
I miss my swimming partner! I miss boyf! No one for me to bully on while he's away in the army! My mouth is feeling itchy, I need to bite on him!!!! Grrrr....
I'm feeling the "miss" now! Yes, I miss boyf! Dammit! Seriously, this is the first time that we parted for so long. Usually, we meet up once every 2 days or even everyday! But, when there's first, there will be second and so on.... Haha!! Im missing him like crazy!! Eh!! Stupid uncle! Are you missing me? You better do hor! :(
I miss my swimming partner! I miss boyf! No one for me to bully on while he's away in the army! My mouth is feeling itchy, I need to bite on him!!!! Grrrr....
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Hmm.. How many times must I blog today? But anyway..
Feeling damn shitty and lousy ttm now.. TO THE MAX!!!! TTM!!!! Just feel like banging my head against the wall!! Arg!!! Honestly, im feeling so ashamed of myself... Disappointment just filled my whole body, not disappointed with anyone, but with myself... Well, seriously, i really don't know how to start... And I think I'm gonna take ages to complete this post..
I'm feeling so guilty now and I'm such a selfish person..
I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry... Happy super duper belated 19th birthday! Guess you enjoyed that special day of your's? I'm sorry that totally forgotten about it, until I suddenly remembered that it's been ages that I last visited your blog! When was the last? If I'm not wrong, it's in February.. After u wished me happy birthday. Thanks for being there for me and giving me support.. But it seems that Im never a good friend. Seldom visited your blog to get regular updates of your life and now, totally forgot about your birthday. I totally forgotten about you... I'm damn lousy yea?! After reading your blog, I then realized that you've been through so much... Just take care yea? Hope to see you soon.. 3 more months right? Then you will be back...
Thanks for always being there for me and giving me ur support.
Thanks for rememberig me.
Thanks for being my fireworks-mate for the past few years.
Thanks for saving me from my horrible and scary meet-ups with those ugly and disgusting net friends in the past.
Thanks for everything that you've done for me.
Most importantly, thank you for being a good friend to me. :)
I will cherish this friendship of ours sincerely..
Really sorry, Meif.. Totally forgotten about you and your birthday... :(
Feeling damn shitty and lousy ttm now.. TO THE MAX!!!! TTM!!!! Just feel like banging my head against the wall!! Arg!!! Honestly, im feeling so ashamed of myself... Disappointment just filled my whole body, not disappointed with anyone, but with myself... Well, seriously, i really don't know how to start... And I think I'm gonna take ages to complete this post..
I'm feeling so guilty now and I'm such a selfish person..
I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry... Happy super duper belated 19th birthday! Guess you enjoyed that special day of your's? I'm sorry that totally forgotten about it, until I suddenly remembered that it's been ages that I last visited your blog! When was the last? If I'm not wrong, it's in February.. After u wished me happy birthday. Thanks for being there for me and giving me support.. But it seems that Im never a good friend. Seldom visited your blog to get regular updates of your life and now, totally forgot about your birthday. I totally forgotten about you... I'm damn lousy yea?! After reading your blog, I then realized that you've been through so much... Just take care yea? Hope to see you soon.. 3 more months right? Then you will be back...
Thanks for always being there for me and giving me ur support.
Thanks for rememberig me.
Thanks for being my fireworks-mate for the past few years.
Thanks for saving me from my horrible and scary meet-ups with those ugly and disgusting net friends in the past.
Thanks for everything that you've done for me.
Most importantly, thank you for being a good friend to me. :)
I will cherish this friendship of ours sincerely..
Really sorry, Meif.. Totally forgotten about you and your birthday... :(
Know I shouldn't be saying this, but Gosh! After looking through SP's fb profile, I just realized that I miss him so much!! Arg!! We really spent lots and lots of wonderful times together when we were in MI! We were always bickering! And I love his slamdunk tee! I think it's the cutest I've seen so far.. Maybe coz, he was the one wearing it! XD thank goodness I still had that pic in my friendster acc :)
Well, of course, I miss my MI 07S9 class!! It's been so long since we last met up!! Arg!! Been almost 2 years plus!! Everyone have their own businesses that they are busy with! Doubt we can ever meet up again! I just miss this wonderful bunch of people!! :(
Doubt they will read this post, but anyway..
Hey! Wonderful bunch of people! Must take care lots yea? And all the best in your future endeavours!! :)
Well, of course, I miss my MI 07S9 class!! It's been so long since we last met up!! Arg!! Been almost 2 years plus!! Everyone have their own businesses that they are busy with! Doubt we can ever meet up again! I just miss this wonderful bunch of people!! :(
Doubt they will read this post, but anyway..
Hey! Wonderful bunch of people! Must take care lots yea? And all the best in your future endeavours!! :)
Monday, June 22, 2009
Had isomnia these few days.. Must be due to the upcoming MYEs.. Whatever la! Life's a BITCH!! Arg!!
Yup! The ministry is so not going to extend the school hols that all the students in Singapore was hoping for.. The Muttons said the h1n1 wasn't really that serious, only 0.03% of the whole Singapore population got infected.. By right we should be glad with the figures! But damn! I'm a student! Haha!
Oh yes! Boyf went for his reservice, which is gonna last for 5 days. Maybe I should be glad, with him out of my view for 5 days. Then I can really concentrate on my revision for MYEs. Cause seriously, I'm not planning to have tea with any of the HODs or the Principal.. And I'm not missing him at all, or at least for the time being.. Think he won't be missing me too.... Just felt that he never seems to care and doubt he has the time to care too.. Sucks!!!
Guess his sleep is so much more important than me.. Ha!
Yup! The ministry is so not going to extend the school hols that all the students in Singapore was hoping for.. The Muttons said the h1n1 wasn't really that serious, only 0.03% of the whole Singapore population got infected.. By right we should be glad with the figures! But damn! I'm a student! Haha!
Oh yes! Boyf went for his reservice, which is gonna last for 5 days. Maybe I should be glad, with him out of my view for 5 days. Then I can really concentrate on my revision for MYEs. Cause seriously, I'm not planning to have tea with any of the HODs or the Principal.. And I'm not missing him at all, or at least for the time being.. Think he won't be missing me too.... Just felt that he never seems to care and doubt he has the time to care too.. Sucks!!!
Guess his sleep is so much more important than me.. Ha!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
One more week to the start of the school... Well, guessed I enjoyed too much during this school hols... But, cant really be bothered though... How i wish holidays will be extended due to the H1N1 pandemic.. But, then again, I'm just trying to runaway from the reality, might as well get over and done with, with the MYEs...
Had my 4E3 class gathering on 16th June, had a good catching up with everyone. It's rather fun to meet up once awhile with everybody and seeing that many of them have changed so much, like Teck Yi and Dexter. Ha! They really looked very different now.. But some still look the same though, like me =(
Anyway, had my class initiated CIP before i went for my class gathering. Overall, it was alright except for this small girl who really pissed me off. And I was rather mean to her. Hey! Don't say I'm evil or what! She was the one who forced me to be evil! Don't come stepping on Aunty Lynette's tail, or she will be very nasty and mean to you!! Aunty Lynette HATES naughty and irritating kids!!! I cant stand kids with irritating attitude! Don't come telling me about retribution or Karma! I don't remember I'm such an irritating kid like her when i was young!! I was very lovable and adorable!! Arg!!! Hate her ttm!!! Even the other kids also dislike her and so did my friends! Everybody hates her!! Hahaha!! But I love this small Malay boy! Think he is very cute! I'm sure he will have a very good future in times to come!! Go Iskandar!!=)
Seeing Iskandar's type of kids, makes me wanna have kids of my own.. (Awww.. :))
Seeing the small girl's type of kids, just makes me hate kids!!! (ARG!!!!!!!)
Had my 4E3 class gathering on 16th June, had a good catching up with everyone. It's rather fun to meet up once awhile with everybody and seeing that many of them have changed so much, like Teck Yi and Dexter. Ha! They really looked very different now.. But some still look the same though, like me =(
Anyway, had my class initiated CIP before i went for my class gathering. Overall, it was alright except for this small girl who really pissed me off. And I was rather mean to her. Hey! Don't say I'm evil or what! She was the one who forced me to be evil! Don't come stepping on Aunty Lynette's tail, or she will be very nasty and mean to you!! Aunty Lynette HATES naughty and irritating kids!!! I cant stand kids with irritating attitude! Don't come telling me about retribution or Karma! I don't remember I'm such an irritating kid like her when i was young!! I was very lovable and adorable!! Arg!!! Hate her ttm!!! Even the other kids also dislike her and so did my friends! Everybody hates her!! Hahaha!! But I love this small Malay boy! Think he is very cute! I'm sure he will have a very good future in times to come!! Go Iskandar!!=)
Seeing Iskandar's type of kids, makes me wanna have kids of my own.. (Awww.. :))
Seeing the small girl's type of kids, just makes me hate kids!!! (ARG!!!!!!!)
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Damn! Don't think I can make it for 4/3 class outing.. Arg!! Just remembered that I've got class CIP on that day, which I totally forgot about it. And I happily told them that I can make it for all days when they requested the dates that we are free for re class outing! Arg!!!!! Hopefully I can join them after my CIP if it ends early. :(
Yea!! Going swimming later, after coming back from the CIP briefing! Uncle will not be coming along, so means I can go to the DEEP pool!! :)) Happy!!! Hopefully the sun will be strong today! Then can at least tan a bit!! But most important is the swimming!! Must ton up my flabby arms!! Haha!
Yea!! Going swimming later, after coming back from the CIP briefing! Uncle will not be coming along, so means I can go to the DEEP pool!! :)) Happy!!! Hopefully the sun will be strong today! Then can at least tan a bit!! But most important is the swimming!! Must ton up my flabby arms!! Haha!
Monday, June 8, 2009
Haiz.. I'm in deep deep shit!! Haha! I'm on my way to sch now, for my one and only cse conference with victor and I think I'm gonna screwed it up!! Haha! Well done me!!! Haiz... Someone just kill me now!! Arg!!!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Gosh! Just threw my temper on uncle, which I really really shouldn't have! But it just pissed me off and I can't help it but blew my top! Like wth?!?! If you are tired, just say so!! Why turned around and asked me? I can just hang up and let you have your rest.. I don't know, but just hate it when people are tired and wanna hang up or stuffs like that, and yet turn around and ask me that million dollar question! If I'm tired, I will tell you so! Arg!!!!
And.. I just miss him so much that whenever I think of him, tears just roll down....
And I fucking hate this feeling!!!!
And.. I just miss him so much that whenever I think of him, tears just roll down....
And I fucking hate this feeling!!!!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
HaHa! Yes, I'm screwed again! Am having my CSE conferencing with Victor Koh on Mon and i haven't start a single shit for my IS. Life just sucks! I've got no motivation to do the IS!! Damn me!!
Damned! Ever since my dear uncle started working, I've seen less and less of him! We seldom spend any QUALITY time together!! ARG!!!! I miss him :( !!!! Nowadays, we only met up for like 2-3 hours only... T.T SUCKS!!! But can't help it, he has to work to earn more money (for me to spend! $.$)!! haha!! Right uncle?? Mwahaha!!
But, you better NOT work on 11th JULY, despite the pay is higher on that day!! If you dare to work on that day, i shall boycott you forever!!! >:( ARG!!! I shall boycott the restaurant uncle works at! Thanks to the work that he has got no time for me! And maybe i should boycott uncle too! Always working and has no time for me!!! T.T
P/S: I HATE SALT!!! Said I've grown fatter! Can't help it ma, must binge to keep me awake and uncle has no time to bring me go exercise.. :"(
Damned! Ever since my dear uncle started working, I've seen less and less of him! We seldom spend any QUALITY time together!! ARG!!!! I miss him :( !!!! Nowadays, we only met up for like 2-3 hours only... T.T SUCKS!!! But can't help it, he has to work to earn more money (for me to spend! $.$)!! haha!! Right uncle?? Mwahaha!!
But, you better NOT work on 11th JULY, despite the pay is higher on that day!! If you dare to work on that day, i shall boycott you forever!!! >:( ARG!!! I shall boycott the restaurant uncle works at! Thanks to the work that he has got no time for me! And maybe i should boycott uncle too! Always working and has no time for me!!! T.TP/S: I HATE SALT!!! Said I've grown fatter! Can't help it ma, must binge to keep me awake and uncle has no time to bring me go exercise.. :"(
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Screwed! Screwed! Screwed! I'm damn screwed now! Tmr is math paper and I haven't started any revision yet! Screw me! I'm so hooked onto restaurant city and YouTube! Damn!! I said I will revise my math everyday if I got 30/80 or more for common test for math, got 32 and I didn't fucking do math everyday! Please!! Give me one last chance! Let me pass my math and I promise I will really do it this time round!! PLEASE!!! A primary school friend used to say this " sweety please on sugar on top"... Yes, Sweety please on sugar on top, so just let me pass my math this time round! Haiz.. I'm such a typical last minute worker.. Only know how to pray hard at the last moment..
Anyway, I really need my holiday! Not this June holiday, but a real holiday that I can really enjoy myself and just have fun!!! And just me and boyf am no one else!! Wouldn't it be GREAT?!?! Then we can really have fun!!! :) but guess have to wait till dec :( Nvm, then for the time being boyf should save more money$$ so that we can splurge when that time comes!! Yea!!!
Anyway, I really need my holiday! Not this June holiday, but a real holiday that I can really enjoy myself and just have fun!!! And just me and boyf am no one else!! Wouldn't it be GREAT?!?! Then we can really have fun!!! :) but guess have to wait till dec :( Nvm, then for the time being boyf should save more money$$ so that we can splurge when that time comes!! Yea!!!
Fuck!! I hate it! I hate it when people say I looked like as if I've got some attitude problem! Like hello?! Compared to some, I'm considered ok!! No, I'm very ok! So ok that, personally I don't think I look like as if I've got some attitude problem.. I'm just tired! After a day of restaurant city and 2 hours ++ in the pool, do you think I will look lively? Maybe some people will, but NOT me!! Fine! So what if I've got that fucking attidtide look, still, you need not criticize right? Just keep it in ur heart and SHUT UP!! Besides, I'm not bothering your life right? And you seldom see me unless I visit your outlet, which I will never do again! Don't like my face?? Then don't look!!! No one asked you to look at me in the first place or even COMMENT!!
Fuck it!! I'm not some fucking ah lian or attitude problem kid k? And yes, you dun owe me any money!! This is how I looked like and how I looked at peopl! And I will NEVER change it!!!
Fuck it!! I'm not some fucking ah lian or attitude problem kid k? And yes, you dun owe me any money!! This is how I looked like and how I looked at peopl! And I will NEVER change it!!!